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Wednesday, 04 November 2009

ENJOY the EVENING ALONE

Tonight Marco went to play go kart after work and cece just sleeping at 7:43pm (the time i back to my room), so both me and Marco can enjoy our evening. The feeling of listening to HK night radio while surfing the internet in the dark room (no light on but only pc light) is good. I think if i need to play with cece alone tonight while Marco went to play maybe i will feel less enjoy. Cece is so good went to bed so early is only because he didn't take nap today. He (we) woke up at 10am this morning and i just knew he got a big chance won't take nap in the afternoon, so i have prepared dinner earlier so can put him to sleep early.

In the past few nights, cece really went to bed late, most of the time when i get back to my own room, is already near mid night. He is not willing to sleep till around 1030pm then after still need to turn around around in the bed for over an hour. And he don't let me go down from his bed b4 he sleeping. Yes, he still need mammy milk for sleep and need me accompany him in his bed till he fall asleep. He still calls me at least one time during the sleep, so i go to accompany him again and sometimes i also fall asleep in his bed and make me feel painful sleeping in such a small bed when i woke up. I won't sleep till the other morning but sometimes can sleep like 2 hours there. And sometimes when i try to back to my room, cece will ask me to lay down and stay there...then i will tell him i need to go to toilet and he will tell he wait for me...but sure he will just continues sleep once i left. Since he went to bed so late, alot of time when i back to our room, Marco just sleeping already. The saying talking about after being a mom, "there are alot of moments you will feel lonely, but you are never alone" is so real.

Friday, 30 October 2009

SMELL of BIRTHDAY

Last night Marco has told me the "surprise" of where we are going for birthday, i just can't wait! Marco chosen to tell me instead of wait till i see it with my eyes is because he thinks maybe i need to prepare something for bring there. I asked if the place we are going will have something suitable for cesare, and Marco said, "more than something". We are going here
When i opened that page, i keep wa wa wa......i feel is like we are going to a palace! Thank you soooo much Marco, we really need a relaxing holiday.

Then this morning, i went to the park near the swimming pool with cece. Since today is friday and marco won't be back for lunch, so i no need to rush back for make lunch. We left home at 10 and back home at 1230. After playground time, i got a present for myself!!

When we saw it on the way to the playground, i already want to buy....but then i think i better think clear...then on our way home, was cece told go to buy the bag, yes, i didn't lie, he did remember i told after played we can buy. And i have asked cece's opition, he also said the bag is nice, hehee. Since the shop selling this bag is a toy shop, so i let Cece pick a toy too. He can't choose between the plastic horse or sheep, so he took both to pay and told the lady in the shop that he wants both. I did buy him both (actually i only sign a name, is paid by papi anyway, haha). I think is not bad to get both so they won't be alone and can chat to each other. I have asked myself if i really still so "childish" to use a monkey bag? But i guess marco will be more happy i use a monkey one instead of a Louis Vuitton.

Thursday, 22 October 2009

CATS

Just back from seeing musical show, Cats! I love to see musical sooooo much and so glad that they have a show in brescia. The theater Palabrescia is just few mins' walk from our home. All the songs tonight are in italiano. Their voice are so great! We got the seat on the first row and we have cece sitting on our lap. He also enjoyed the show and clap everytime people clap too. In the past few days, i keep playing the cd of Cats at home, so cece also familiar with the melody of the music.

On my last bday, Marco got me the Cats DVD and last month, he showed me one envolope (saying is the present for we knew for 8 years) and inside the envolope has alot of tickets. He got tickets for some shows from Oct to March. Since i didn't know Cats is showing in brescia, so it was a great surprised! We all enjoyed alot. Next show will be in Dec.

Friday, 16 October 2009

FIRST HALF of OCT

Is already mid oct, time goes fast! In less than a month will be my birthday!! We still haven't decided where to go this year, have thought about: Germany, Switzerland, Paris, London but still haven't made up our mind. I think after being a mom, i am more lazy to "move", just thinking need to pack the suitcases, i feel little tired. I suggested maybe we go to the snow mountain just for see the snow but do nothing, so Marco laughing at me saying, "we just sit there looking the snow and do nothing"....see....i am really lazy! But i also think that next year cece needs to go to school and we may not have trip whenever we want, so i should not waste the chance. Marco also suggests we go to some place for massages, just for relax, so will see.

Have celebrated dd's bday last fri and sat. Last fri have lunch in my home with dd and Carling. Cece really enjoy playing with them and he really won't sleep as long as there are guests in our home. Sat (10th), have bday lunch with dd in their restaurant. Then sunday (11th) after lunch in parents' home, have a short rest at home, then we went to circus with cece! I need to thanks Cece...as because of cece, i got this chance to go to circus and we were sitting in the first row, middle of the stage too. One of the reason we went to circus with cece is for test if he can behave well sitting for a show, as we are going to see Cats together with him next wed. Have thought of leave him in grandparents' home, but since the show will start at 9pm and seems not that good to leave him there till so late.

This morning cece woke up near 10am, so i was thinking he is not going to take nap, however, at around 4pm, he told me that he is tried and want to have milk for sleep (yes, he is still having mammy milk for sleep). I found that he has growth up alot, he can espress what he wants clearly, he is a little kid already. Recenly he always insist to do things on his own, if you helped him, he will cry and need to re-do it on his own. I guess this is what people called "trouble 2".